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November 3, 2013 – 4:17 am | Comments Off

Now to da bus of bullshytiness and why these peeps got to stop with da fvcking stereotyping!

A 19-year-old college student from Queens says he was handcuffed and locked in a jail cell after buying a $350 designer belt at Barneys on Madison Avenue because he is “a young black man.”

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To get to know a person’s soul is to read the words of their hands. …or to find out how crazy a motherf%$#* really is.

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You think the world is fvcked up now? Take comedy out of the mix. Then we’ll see how fvcked up things can get! So laugh b!tch.

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Yellow brick road
August 21, 2015 – 10:10 pm | No Comment

The Internet has been a buzz of recent research that turns the male female heartbreak beliefs on its head. Basically women hurt more initially in breakups of the heart but recover fully while men who are emotionally invested… Shit tell me something I don't fvcking know. The reason why I went years without truly loving and giving my heart to someone.

Don't get me wrong, you can love someone and not be “in love” with someone. Trust me all relationships don't start with the sun and moon aligned.

But as Morris pointed out, women ultimately tend to come out emotionally stronger, whereas men never really, truly get over it—they just find another mate. “Most women, broadly speaking, seem to be hit hard and fast by a breakup, but are less self destructive, utilize more social support, and recover faster and more fully,” Morris says, adding that women hit a moment when they realize, “it’s really over, it’s time to move on.”

Men, on the other hand, “seem to react badly and in some sort of self-destructive/angry fashion often combined with depression,” he says. “This can last for months or years. Then they just sort of ‘move on,’ usually via another relationship.” In the modern world, this phase is what’s commonly known as the “excessive Tinder stage.”

I got their depression all up in the arse. (Smile) call me out of my cave when the apocalypse arrive, and the witch from the west better be with the four fucking horsemen too!

Victims and starts
August 21, 2015 – 9:38 am | No Comment

Despite what she believes I'm up. Why? B/c mema is up. Typically right after she leaves mema likes to get her morning something. Anything and clean the kitchen while she's at it. So it went like… Car cranks up… Car backs out… Sink water on… Refridge alarm… So yeah. Up. Day starts when mema starts and that's early. Mema runs this place.
Late night. Frustrations. Toys. Complete …

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Relationships
August 20, 2015 – 9:36 pm | Comments Off

I’ve become my own undoing it seems. She loves to talk to me. Damned her daughter. Time the car left the driveway she’s been at it full tilt. None stop. It’s like the shifts they take. I honestly believe she has an internal radar knowing when the lil lady comes and leaves.
Then there is the emptiness that is me. The void. The lingering storm of nothingness that drives me into the realms of discomfort to feel something. …

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Shifts
August 16, 2015 – 3:00 pm | Comments Off

It's like they're on shifts. One goes to sleep as the other arise and when one leaves the other awakes with vigor and ready to talk and interact.
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Questions Lies and the truth
August 7, 2015 – 11:16 am | Comments Off

Questions: two questions that I've been able to articulate that has been important. What happened? There were errors on both sides, but I'll focus primarily on me. I didn't properly relay my disappointment or resentment when it hit me in btown. The feeling of the lack of faith in my judgement or counsel. The feeling that others input mattered more than mine ate at me like a cancer until I began crying from within …

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Ongoing Conversations
August 6, 2015 – 5:12 pm | Comments Off

When she’s on, she’s on. She doesn’t stop talking for hours. She’s engaging and funny but it just doesn’t stop. Lol!
While watching movies, she’ll talk. About any and everything.
However she loves to talk about her time on the island, her time before fleeing, the camp at the later stage (not the beginning) and her children. It’s interesting the topics and how she talks about them. There is a common theme. She really only talks about …

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Cut tags
August 1, 2015 – 12:28 am | Comments Off

Bet it was discarded without a thought. Just a tag from a garmet of some sort on the dresser. Never mind the sharp edges indicating a cut of some sort. Why is it on the dresser any way. Where did it come from.
I cut it. I left it as a token. As I folded her clothes I noticed it. It’s location could cause an abrasion. I cut it because I knew she wouldn’t even if it bothered her. …

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The fall
July 7, 2015 – 1:28 pm | Comments Off

I've never had a moment before of concern or straight up fear while flying. Until moments ago. While in a mild slumber the plane hit some unexpected turbulence, that started off with a down draft that sent the plane a couple of hundred feet down. Quickly. During my mild slumber a hit of adrenaline with the sensation of falling with ears filling with the sounds of a metal plane struggling with the shear forces of nature is quite …

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Not a chance
June 30, 2015 – 2:41 pm | Comments Off

I’m in some of the best physical shape of my life, yet I’m crawling around in the mental worse dark moments of my life.
I’m closed. I’ve shut the doors to my soul. I’m no longer the one that meets needs. I’m paralyzed.
I tried. I gave it my all. I did everything I was supposed to do. I bared my soul. I opened my everything. I truly believed that we had become we to the point that isolated us …

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Grip
June 28, 2015 – 8:27 pm | Comments Off

Having a moment where i feel I’m losing a grip on reality. I just want to break down into pieces. Be weak for a spell.

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Rush
June 28, 2015 – 8:21 pm | Comments Off

That conversation felt rushed. I tried to inquire about life there. Back home. Wanted to know what was going on with her. That door was closed.  Most of the conversation dealt with me, my work stressors, my work coping mechanisms, and her mom. Once that was done, it was done. Sad face.

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Work
June 24, 2015 – 9:31 am | Comments Off

Sometimes work is the hole into which smothers me in the chasm of ill repute. Irony I'm condemned to work a job I once loved. What makes it less tolerable is that life gives me limited options to do anything else. I'm bound with these chains. Hope everyone is happy. This is called responsibility. Lol. Let's get to it after working into the late night.
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Angel of death
June 24, 2015 – 9:28 am | Comments Off

Come close. Closer. Steal this pain of mine. Take this heartache. Remove this anger. Scare away this frustration. Strip from me the unbelievable sense of disappointment.
Stroll with me and take my hand. Caress my face with your icy hands and show me the love that I've become afraid to embrace. Warm my disenchanted soul with your cool embrace. Show me through your empty eyes that everyone dies but not everyone lives.
Give me …

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